Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Feeling Sort of Sad

I came home early with a terrible headache this afternoon. I really wanted to take something, but I was reluctant to do so if I'm pregnant. So, I took a pregnancy test and it was negative. I called the doctor's office and asked if I really need to come in at 6:30 am tomorrow if I've got this negative test here at home. That, and I really feel like my period is going to start in the next day or so. The nurse said yes, I need to come in. She said there's a possibility that my test is inaccurate, and she also said that they wouldn't want to start my next cycle of medication without being sure that I'm not pregnant. So, I'll be up very early tomorrow morning for that appointment, but I will be surprised (to say the least) if I'm pregnant at this point.

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UPDATE: I started overnight, so I don't have to go in to the doctor's this morning. Michael and I have decided to postpone IUI #3 for one cycle. We just need a break. I'm okay. It will happen. We'll be parents someday.

22 comments:

Special K said...

I'm sorry Joannah. Hang in there.
Don't give up.

2weeks2much said...

Sorry about the negative. Saying a little prayer for you...

David said...

Hang in there...not an easy journey. It's hard to say positive while trying guard your heart.

Sandra said...

I'm sorry, Joannah... Sending you hugs...

Lisa and Tate said...

I am sad too!!! HUGE HUGS!!!

Doris & Dan said...

Hugs...hang in there.

Keep smilin!

Michelle said...

So many of us know that feeling. Special K is right...don't give up! Sorry you have to get up at that ugodly hour to possibly get bad news.

Amy said...

I am sorry....hugs to you.

Catherine said...

I'm sorry. These are challenging days for you for sure.

((hugs))

krj said...

I am keeping you close in thought and in prayer.

Kayce said...

Sending you HUGE hugs right now!

Gracencameronsmomy said...

I am sorry. My heart just aches reading that...I still remember my first negative test after we started trying...so sorry...

Mob said...

Well, you never know. One time I even had some bleeding and then went in for my yearly exam and the doc did a preg test and I was pregnant. I ended up losing that one, but you just never know. Even if it is not a positive test tomorrow, its your first try.....

OziMum said...

(((hugs)))

Fingers cross for good news.

wzgirl said...

xo, bud.

Andrew & Stephanie said...

So sorry.... I know how that feels. Hang in there...don't put too much pressure on yourself.

Hugs.

Shelley said...

Oh man! Not the news I was hoping to see.

Hugs to you both.

Shannon said...

Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers.

Jacquie said...

I'm so sorry. xxxx

Terri @ in His hands said...

I TOTALLY know how you feel. Praying for you, girlfriend. I've been thinking about you all week.

Kristin said...

hugs to you, joannah...

Kayce said...

Hey Joannah...wanted to check in and see how you were. Hope your weekend is spent with your hubby in front of a fire!