Thursday, March 19, 2009

Feelings, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Feelings...

Okay, I'm feeling a little goofy tonight. But, seriously folks, this post is about feelings.

Emotionally I'm feeling:

Peaceful.
Hopeful,
And realistic

I'm not letting my emotions get the best of me one way or the other. I'm just trying to live in the moment. I may not know what the future holds, but I know Who holds the future. Everything that's going to happen is meant to happen. I'm determined to go with the flow.

Physically I'm feeling:

Kind of like I'm pregnant!

I've been very tired in the afternoons - more so than I usually am after work. I've been taking naps when I get home. My breasts have become more tender. I've had a sort of pulling sensation in my lower abdomen since yesterday - kind of a tightness or heaviness. And, while the spotting has stopped as of Monday, there are other interesting things going on down there. Let's just say I'll be wearing a panty liner tomorrow! LOL!

My BETA test is at 6:45 tomorrow morning. Then I've got a real busy day at work. We're going on a field trip the first part of the day, and then I've got to spend the last couple hours of work in parent conferences. So far my conferences have all gone really smoothly, and I'm just praying they all will be like that. I don't want any stress in my life right now (that means no crazy parents!). At some point, I'll get a call from the doctor's office, and I'm hoping it will be good news. Either way, it's going to be hard to concentrate on work after that!

I'll update tomorrow when I get home.

16 comments:

Alex and Jill said...

Can't wait to know the results! Trusting it has doubled. :)

((HUGS))

Kathy and Joel said...

Holding you close in thought. <3

Jan said...

Best wishes and good luck!!

Stacey said...

Praying for double numbers,

Stacey

Paula said...

I'm praying this is the one!

AprilMay said...

Oh, I'll be traveling tomorrow but the minute I get to my Dad's house I am going to steal his laptop to see your results! I'll have time to do lots of praying in the car. :)

Kudo said...

Prayers coming your way. I don't know if I could work at all. You are one of the strongest women I know and your strength will get you through.

Krista ~ Bits and pieces said...

6:55 am when I am typing this and I am praying for you at this very moment.

OH MY #6 said...

xoxoxox

Lea

Parisienne Farmgirl said...

Ok, that "pullling" thing is always a sure sign for me...just glanced at the clock thinking of you. I have been praying. It's hard to pray for peace and His will when you just want something for someone so bad!!!

Shelley said...

I can't help but be completely excited for you. Those are all good signs. Thinking of you today.

Alex and Jill said...

I'm on pins and needles...can't wait to hear the news!! :)

((HUGS))

PIPO said...

Thinking of you...

Shannon said...

Waiting for that call with you.

Donna said...

Thinking of you...

Donna
Our Blog: Double Happiness!

Homemaker Ang said...

i have checked in about 20 times today and let me tell you thats hard with no electricity!

the signs all sound real good and I am PRAYING and IT IS 224 pm your time and I will check in again soon!!!!!!!